I’ve been experiencing “Spiritual phenomenon” for the past … two years. I haven’t had a clue. Looks like it’s “junk spirits” in the field manifesting as “the Devil” of whatever path I attempt to pursue.

• If it’s Christianity, they call out: “Lucifer and his Legion”
• If it’s Buddhism, they call out “Mara” and so on …

So I’ve been looking everywhere for answers. What I’ve come up with is that a spiritual seeker must become a “Spiritual Warrior” to proceed past this point. The “Tribulations” are about making one stronger.

The Devil’s Circle (Stephen Bachelor) is about being stopped by fear, pain, and/or confusion. Therefore, one must reach outside the Devil’s Circle and grab “an ordinary life.”

The Virtues of faith, hope and love are important. (Western)
But so is letting go of “form” … of all expectations of how God is going to manifest Himself.

Amazing … the body is really a temple … and the “Kingdom of God” really is within us.

Next major projects:
• To fast for 10, 20 or more days … “praying and fasting …”
• To create First Choices …not 2d or 3rd…
• To meet Love and focus with it toward, The Divine.

I have come out of Celibacy to look into my Shadow ...
One can see by "My Tribes" where I'm looking.

Do you think I'm fooling myself ... is this direction simply yet another delusion … a diversion off the goal of seeking The Sacred? Or … is this a “Middle Path” that blends the two extremes? Comments?